Diary,
Geez the millennium has really crept up on us hasn't it? Zac is fretting about the Y2K, he insisted on buying up all the water in the supermarket yesterday. Talk about amusing. I don't really think anything's disastrous is going to happen, it's only a date bug on computers. I feel sorry for those people who have got their baked beans and hid in the bush, what are the going to say on the 1st when nothing happens?? "Sorry we were wrong" they would be the laughing stock of the world. Oh well.

Well here I am after an amazing year, not a bad year, nor a good one and it is definitely not a "nothing" year. I've met the Hanson's who are angels and have become my second family, Dan has come and gone and I guess I still havent really dealt with that yet, but I will. I just need some quiet. The whole saga with Justin, I vow that in 2000 I will ring him up and talk it out with him, someone has to do it. He is such a good friend, or was. Then there was Mum and the news about Dad, that was a shock that wasn't a shock..also something I need to deal with..and I will, one day. Then the cruise, Ike and everything and finally Charlie that has breathed life into my life and challenged all my goals, something no one has ever done to me before. It has been great. And now it's new year again.

And what do I want for 2000? I don't know. Happiness? As always. I think a quiet normal year would be nice, but the possibility of that, very slim. The guys have their album out, well tentatively set for May, around my birthday so there will be hysteria again for them and they'll be busy. I should be studying, this is my last 6 months of school. I have to ace these finals and my SAT's to do Law. I don't even know where I want to go, Australia? Tulsa? UCLA? I don't know. My uni applications are already overdue, I have to do that before I get back to LA. I hate making all these life decisions at 16.

Ike and I. What do I wish for us in 2000? A less turbulent year. A quiet, peaceful fun year. But it seems that Ike has some been in his bonnet at the moment, I'll have to talk to him after Charlie goes back to LA. Maybe bringing him here wasn't such a good idea after all. But he had no where else to go.

Keryn's calling me - I better go

seeeya

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