Update

28-April-2000

So now it was the end of April. Keryn sat very alone in the Tulsa house and wondered how come she had never noticed how big it was before. It was huge. The boys had been to about a million countries in the last month and she hadn't seen them once and received only calls and e-mails from a very tired Taylor. It seemed that Ike was still grumpy about the whole Kayla thing but having screaming fans was helping the getting over her period. Zac was getting into being out there again, it really was his thing. Charlie was back in LA and was checking in with Kayla every second day or so and he seems to be getting recognised a lot more since the TV commercials for The Gap had begun airing. And Kayla, well Kayla seemed quite happy that it was only her and Keryn living together for this period of time. All the male testosterone had been getting to her and it was a well-needed break. She was in the city at this moment talking business with her new found manager and eagerly waiting the news of the auditions. The tapes had been sent in with Ike reading all the male parts but then Kayla made Taylor read them with her after the whole break up thing. She said she acted better. Keryn didn't know. All she knew right now was she couldn't wait for Kayla to get home and fill the house up with a bit of noise.


Ike hammered his hand against the window of the car. It was raining outside and still cold. New York was still gleaming though. It beat Tulsa and Kayla though. It was all so tough having Taylor and Zac talk about her and Keryn ever moment. It was so hard not to pick up the phone and call her and just say "hey" but he knew that she would freak out if he did. She wanted her independence, her space and this was exactly what he was giving her. He just hoped that she would realise that she missed him like mad.


Taylor stared at Ike, he was thinking about her again. Geez, this really was tearing him up. Unbelievable. Ike was known as the family lovebird but still, this was getting out of hand. Kayla should have realised what she was doing when she did this, I mean she knows him so well. Taylor guessed that his possessiveness went from comforting to stifling. He couldn't blame her. Well life was pretty much good, the album was out in Australia and peopled loved it, it was about to hit the shelves in the states and they were excited. Keryn was back home holding down the fort and things seemed to be going well. Life just seemed easy. Interviewers asked them what events had happened between "Middle of Nowhere" and "This Time Around" and Taylor just didn't know where to start.


Kayla threw open the door, flung her keys across the floor stuck her foot out to hold the door open, hollered for Keryn and then dragged herself and the shopping in. What a day. Keryn came and picked up the rest of the bags and followed her into the kitchen.
"I couldn't wait for you to get home, do you know how quiet it is here?"
"Deathly." Said Kayla as she peeled off her jumper.
"Well yeah, in between manic calls from Margo wanting to know if Zac Has called."
"He still hasn't called her?"
"Seems not... but I mean he hasn't called us either."
"True."
"So how did it go - what did they say?"
"Nothing much, still haven't heard".
"Is that good or bad?"
"Neither... they just haven't made up their minds yet."
"It's taking them a while.."
"Apparently that s normal."
The girls stacked a few shelves in silence..
"Ike called today." Keryn said.
"Really? What's up in the big apple."
"Nothing much, I think he was trying to catch you."
"Yeah, well lucky he didn't."
"Kayla, why are you making this so hard for him?"
"Because Keryn I don t want to make up, well at least not now. He needs to get over me and he cant do that when I keep popping up."
"A phone call isn't popping up".
"I know... but what would I have said?"
"So that s the real reason huh?"
"NO!" "Mmmm well you would have said what you usually say to the others."
"Yeah" replied Kayla sticking her head in the fridge. "He asked if you and Charlie were talking."
"Of course we are!"
"Yeah, I told him that, he didn't seem to happy about it."
"He needs to chill out."
"He loves you."
"If he does then he should know I need to have some time to myself."
Keryn raised her eyebrows.


"Snap out of it Ike." Said Zac poking his brother in the ribs. She wasn t home, Keryn will have told her, she knows you care.
"Yeah I know." "Ike we are on tour again, stop moping, this is what we ve worked for."
"Yeah I know."
"Stop saying that!"
"Zac I just imagined that they would be here with us."
"What Keryn and Kayla? Ike they would never come. NEVER! They don t want to be out here in this, they don t want to tag along, they have their own lives.
"I guess".
"Call her, I cant stand it call her again, she should be home by now."
Ike looked across Zac to Tay who just nodded in support.


"The phones ringing."
"I realise that Keryn."
"Can you get it.?"
Kayla looked at her friend who was half inside a cupboard looking for chicken broth and walked into the hall to get the walk about phone .
'He-lloo."
"Kayla?"
-pause-
"Ike?"
"Hi."
By now Keryn had removed herself from the cupboard and wandered into the hall to be a spectator.
"Hi Ike, how are you?"
"Fine fine, the tours going well and we are having fun, all like it used to be."
"Sounds good."
"Yeah it is, so, umm how's Charlie?"
"Well my friend Charlie is fine.
"Good to hear."
"You don t mean that."
"I know.."
Ike listened to the silence from the other end of the phone and wondered how he could be so stupid.
"I miss you you know."
"I know you do."
"it's harder than I though it would be."
"It ll get better Ike, I promise."
"Is it Ok if I call?"
"Of course it is, we re friends remember."
"Good."
Call waiting begun to beep. They ignored it.
"Kayla you better get that."
"I know, I'll speak to you soon Ok Ike?"
"Okay... bye."
Kayla pushed the button. "Hello."
"Well if it isn't the one and only perky Kayla."
"Hi Charlie, talk to Keryn."
Kayla handed the phone to Keryn and walked back into the kitchen.
"Hi Charlie."
"Hi, what's wrong with Kayla?"
Keryn took a deep breath, "guess who just rang?"

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